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Hello
I'm from the UK.
I'm (mentally) disabled and I never worked in my life (I lived off the state). I never had a girlfriend, and I never get along with with cisgirls. I do not even have friends in real life.
My ambition of achieving my goals in life has gone out of the window because of my age and lack of qualifications from schools (I did not do GCSE's because I come from special needs school) and college (useless workskills stuff). I tried applying for jobs in the past and got nowhere, especially with the help of a charity.
My physical appearance: I'm overweight, suffering hair loss and my hair is starting to go grey. I'm also developing physical health issues along the way.
I know loads of stuff about transgender and transitioning, especially in the UK which is hard to do because the corrupt tories and labour (also red tories) refuse to support 'self ID' and trans rights in which other countries already support trans rights.
Transitioning through the NHS is literally hell because of the long waiting lists, and I can't afford to go private!
I also hate living in the UK for many reasons that I classify myself as an involuntary 'citizen'! That's why I can't watch or read the news, especially UK related.
As I briefly explained about my situation, am I too late to transition? I don't want to be some piece of ugly transvestite because of my current physical appearance.
If I'm too late, I just hope my health problems kill me off because I don't want to do suicide! And I hate hospitals, they are simply no different to jail (thankfully I never been arrested)! I don't see any purpose of existing in this planet because I know how screwed up it has become!
I'm from the UK.
I'm (mentally) disabled and I never worked in my life (I lived off the state). I never had a girlfriend, and I never get along with with cisgirls. I do not even have friends in real life.
My ambition of achieving my goals in life has gone out of the window because of my age and lack of qualifications from schools (I did not do GCSE's because I come from special needs school) and college (useless workskills stuff). I tried applying for jobs in the past and got nowhere, especially with the help of a charity.
My physical appearance: I'm overweight, suffering hair loss and my hair is starting to go grey. I'm also developing physical health issues along the way.
I know loads of stuff about transgender and transitioning, especially in the UK which is hard to do because the corrupt tories and labour (also red tories) refuse to support 'self ID' and trans rights in which other countries already support trans rights.
Transitioning through the NHS is literally hell because of the long waiting lists, and I can't afford to go private!
I also hate living in the UK for many reasons that I classify myself as an involuntary 'citizen'! That's why I can't watch or read the news, especially UK related.
As I briefly explained about my situation, am I too late to transition? I don't want to be some piece of ugly transvestite because of my current physical appearance.
If I'm too late, I just hope my health problems kill me off because I don't want to do suicide! And I hate hospitals, they are simply no different to jail (thankfully I never been arrested)! I don't see any purpose of existing in this planet because I know how screwed up it has become!
