Now someone claiming to be mangoboy claims that he was impersonated
Interestingly he claims now that he wasn't ignorant on what he was doing and he is now merely trying to at least get access to other trackers back.
-jarburg- wrote:
I was impersonated on /r/trackers - The real mangoboy story. And an appeal to MaM, TL and other beloved trackers' administration. Please read.
The post that impersonated me in question -
Banned from GGn for no reason
It is quite fantastic to me how and why I was impersonated on reddit. I am a nobody.
Yet following this post I was banned from many of my beloved trackers - MaM, TL, Emp to name a few. And I'm sure whoever it was will be lurking, see this post too and be giddy about it, but that's okay, that's a side effect, I am however forced to tell my own story now, which is bizzare too because Im a nobody.
However, my hope in telling this story is at least getting my other tracker accounts to the state they were in before this post was made and a collective decision was taken between the site owners to blacklist me. The previous state was having my account enabled but invite privileges banned.
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The story
Here's the thing. Im dumb. But not malicious.
Let me say it again. Im dumb. But not malicious.
Did I ask for invites in GGn-IRC? Yes. Not all of those times are "asking" though. For instance, when I was talking about Cinemabytes and PTP invites in the screenshot -
https://pastebin.com/A9mQMtfc - the context was that we were discussing PTP's high requirements in GGn. Then I said I need CB invite - not asking for it - but mentioning to other users that I want to get into it - so the "need an invite" in that context was not from a user but from the forums. And the "i'll suck your dick for a ptp invite" is an obvious - in context - joke at the time.
However, I cannot argue upon that since with the subsequent ban all perspective in history changes. So if you say now that "hey man, youre lying it was clearly you asking and maybe hoping youd get it" I don't have anything to refute you with because of my eventual GGn ban.
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Do I contest my GGn ban?
No.
The post in question feigns ignorance. The real mangoboy - me - does not.
I said before I am dumb and not malicious. But I am dumb. I'm not going to over-explain it though and will tell you right now that the ban was fair despite my idiocy.
Maybe the only point of contest if I were to have one is that its a permanent lifetime ban. I wish it was an year ban or so but they do treat such cases of members asking for invites quite strictly.
So, yes, the ban was fair. I contested it only once - right after the ban - and talked with the admin Mr. Ze- (I will not finish their name for privacy purposes, those who know, know) who let me know there was no chance of it reversing.
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GGn ban's effect on me
My GGn ban effected me profoundly. It would seem fantastical too but after the ban I felt a very dull void. Its the feeling of losing access to good things, you know? Getting fired from a good job, losing out on a great girl, etc. The feeling of loss.
I know its just a tracker - there are more - but GGn was a GOOD thing. And it saddened - saddens - me that I lost on it.
I chose right then to not put myself in such a spot again. You have to know this about me, im a fighter, a hustler and I like to win. The probability of me not learning from this experience would mean losing out on good things in the future - a great job, a good girl, you know?
The ban was a profound experience of loss. Still is. Right away I packed my PC. I identified that I had become a chronic addict of the internet. I spent my days reading, studying, getting really bored, really depressed, thinking of my GGn dwarves that would net no gems anymore, listening to audiodramas and just being offline.
A few days later I wrote [an apology letter] (
https://litter.catbox.moe/cylceu.pdf) addressed to Mr. Ze- and other administration of GGn. I never posted it because its too soon, Im not changed, and it wouldnt be genuine either.
The only reason I choose to publish it now is because of that impersonator tarnishing my feelings for private tracker scene and getting me banned from all my beloved trackers where I'd lovingly invested a great amount of material - I'd uploaded a lot of obscure but popular stuff on MaM. Its my favourite tracker.
I hope any who reads it realises the sincerity in that letter and my words.
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My situation with other trackers following the ban
After my ban of GGn, other trackers, rightfully so, disabled my invite privileges. Meaning, I could use the site but I could not invite nor be invited anywhere else. That is fair.
First when I lost my invite privileges on Empornium I messaged the staff asking why. They replied "I think you remember what happened in the irc of another tracker an hour ago, be happy just youre invite privileges are banned". They were right. I was happy. And I was scared too, so I never replied. I didn't want to say anything to hurt myself.
And that was the situation. I was just using the trackers. And I'd decided to stay like this forever. Just use the trackers for my needs and stay lowkey.
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The impersonator's effect on other sites
Today, however, I woke up to find my MaM, TL and EMP accounts banned. I talked to MaM IRC and they let me know of this impersonating reddit post. Because of the post I went from being someone who was banned from the invite aspect of the private trackers to someone who's now blacklisted altogether.
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My appeal to MaM, TL and Emp
I am sorry I have to reaching like this but via my talks in the IRC it was communicated to me that it cannot be reversed. There was a healthy speculation that the reddit user
u/mangoboy0 was in fact me and that the step to go from having my invite-privileges banned to complete ban is the right course of things.
I would like to make an appeal to the site owners to allow my accounts to go back to the previous state - the state before the impersonating reddit post was made - that is, invite privileges banned.
If you were to peruse my accounts they are healthy, respectable and dedicated.
Imagine my surprise when a collective decision to ban me was taken following this post. I have no reason nor intention to disrespect the scene. I am myself a committed - if very dumb - member of the scene too. Please do not brandish the intention of the misguided fool who impersonated me upon me.
I request you to unban my MaM, TL and EMP accounts and have them go back to the state they were before the reddit post but after the GGn ban.
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Afterthoughts
Ofc this is probably in vain. Reversing a decision is harder than making it. So idk how big of a hope do I have in having this post be effective in getting me my MaM account (which I consider the most precious of all). I don't know where I'll go for books and radio shows. I am quite addicted to both.
But in any case, I was forced to make this post following the impersonation. Goes to show that bad luck multiplies. I also cannot ignore my own accountability in giving way to such a troll.
I'm also aware there will be many comments saying - "Top 10 reasons why you fucked up" and some having some sympathy. I will not be replying to any. I think I've said all I wanted to in this post and so I will not be taking part in the ensuing discussion. Like I've said, I'm packing this PC soon.
In any case, mangoboy was an alias i used exclusively on trackers. I don't think my MaM account will be unbanned so I'll probably have to look elsewhere for books.
But still, I felt it was right for me to clear up the complex misunderstanding and the story that was of this iteration of my internet persona - mangoboy.
I'm definitive that I'll use this opportunity as a catalyst to better my real life and will just earn more to afford the stuff - audiobooks, books, games, etc - that i need.
So, unless my accounts on MaM, TL and Emp get unbanned, the journey of mangoboy and my own 1.5yr of solid journey with private trackers is done with.
It was quite a wonderful subsection of society I came across and was quite fun.
Everyone, take care, treat your accounts right, and share information freely.
Farewell, The real mangoboy.
aside24 wrote:
Impersonation is rampant on IRC trackers. I've heard multiple cases of people being banned on trackers because someone else used their tracker profile as 'community standing proof'
It's a real problem but staff just doesn't care. They don't doublecheck, they don't believe anything and just ban ban ban
For all the love that's going around in piracy & trackers, there's a whole lot of unbased deleting of people their accounts going around
vintologi24 wrote:
I am not sure if the impersonation (assuming it was actually impersonation rather than your first failed attempt at reversing the ban) was the cause of you getting cabal ban.
It's standard practice that bad users are reported to other trackers as well so they also get banned there.
-jarburg- wrote:
Yeah, TL told me unless I have absolute proof that the impersonated account isnt me they cant do anything about it. I can't absolutely prove that
u/mangoboy0 wasn't me. I don't have access to the IP they were using on reddit and match it with my own. Their account is suspended so I can't even check for a join date. Even if I could that still wouldn't "absolutely" prove its not me.
How do you even do that? Absolutely prove that the account impersonating you isn't you?
vintologi24 wrote:
I actually figured out a way in which you might be able to prove that.
But i think you are screwed regardless.
-jarburg- wrote:
Its okay, I don't care now. Youve been quite invested in the thread so thank you for that.
-jarburg- wrote:
Like I said after the ban I had my invite privileges banned from many trackers. That was fair. The cabal ban happened after the post. My appeal mentions getting back to the state after the GGn ban but before the impersonating post.
About your claim that the earlier post was my first failed attempt at reversing the ban - Idk what I can say except trust me - because anything i say can probably be refuted. It's just politics, I guess.
vintologi24 wrote:
I moderate a discord server and we sometimes start with a less severe measure (such as timeout) and then we decide that further action is needed.
That's likely what happened in your case.
First step was to take away your invite perms but then they decided that further actions were needed.
-jarburg- wrote:
I understand. Like I said in the main post body that after my GGn ban I disappeared. I just stayed lowkey. It was the impersonated reddit post that got me cabal banned.
vintologi24 wrote:
I am pretty sure the cabal ban was coming regardless.
-jarburg- wrote:
Again, Like I said in the main body - Emp admins said I should be happy only my invite privileges were banned. After my GGn ban theyd decided the state of my other accounts. It was only after the impersonated post that I was cabal banned.
So a cabal ban could not probably have been coming "regardless".
I don't think youve read my post.
vintologi24 wrote:
I guess you can keep telling yourself that.
This new update to the story was a bit underwhelming, i was hoping for something more funny, kinda disappointing.
Zykr3 wrote:
honestly i can‘t even tell if this is a shit post or not. the wording and the GGn apology letter (this one had me rolling dude just the way you formatted the first „T“ on the first page like its some 18th century gothic novel LMFAOO) seems completely excessive to be genuine.
but anyways, real or fake, i think decisions like that take some time. you probably would have gotten banned for this alone:
2024-08-16 14:30:25 <mangoboy> <staff>, in all honestly ive got a question for you, can i exchange GGn invite for a PTP invite on another tracker?
invite exchange is an offense that will get you banned on every tracker you are on. i doubt that the post (impersonated or not) was the sole reason for the ban on other trackers.
oh and btw: this is the first time i‘ve heard of CB. are they affiliated with AB?
byParallax wrote:
Scrolled through the post and letter and honestly as someone who’s had to manage plenty of online communities my assumption is that whoever received that must have immediately thought « fuck who cares I’m not reading all that ». It’s tooooo much.
-jarburg- wrote:
More clarification and context based on my comments in the screenshot -
https://pastebin.com/A9mQMtfc
- When I become Legendary Gamer i see I'll get 2 invites a month, I wanna profit too, therefore, asking for tips to insure against bad account
The person who invited me gets a bonus everytime I ranked up. I thought I could do the same. I've seen many unofficial invite posts on trackers. Thought I can too create these (barring those that have a "DONT POST INVITE FOR THESE TRACKERS HERE" post). Was asking advice for how to spot bad account. Mr. Lepik then said its for inviting people you know, a privilege, that was that.
- If anyone can give me an invite to CinemaBytes I'll be soooooooo happy
It was not in my memory that I explicity asked for it. Guess I did. I've got no excuse.
- in all honestly ive got a question for you, can i exchange GGn invite for a PTP invite on another tracker?
Like I said, Im dumb but not malicious. My reasoning was if I were doing anything dumb the members who stop me. Mr. Lepik did stop me here and said "I would tell anyone who is even thinking about it in the STRICTEST terms to not do it".
- Ohh awesome, does anyone have an invite?
This is the one that got me banned. I've got no excuse.
- Why did I ever ask for invites on IRC anyway?
Idk, they said its okay to invite your friends, felt I was friends with IRC members. Dunno. Bad judgement.
Afterthoughts
I've got no qualms about the GGn ban. Still, thought to clear it since I didnt in the main post body. My main appeal is to just reverse the effect of the impersonation post on my account but to not reverse the effect of GGn ban on them.
But besides the appeal, its just an action Im being forced to take after the post that impersonated me.
LinkinsRepeater GGn staff (verified) wrote:
Yeah I was impersonated once by [deleted] too.
Feelsbadman
-jarburg-
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27m ago•Edited 10m ago
Look man, no need to be cheeky.
Here's the post if you want it -
https://web.archive.org/web/20240902100638/https://old.reddit.com/r/trackers/comments/1f720p5/i_was_impersonated_on_rtrackers_the_real_mangoboy/
I deleted it because ultimately each tracker was still asking me to prove how
u/mangoboy0 - the original poster of the post - was not me. I cant obviously do that, im not reddit admin or have links to them.
I'll tell you this, Link. Before that post all other trackers had only invite-banned me. But after that post Im permabanned from all trackers for life. I can't dispute it. I can't say anything about it. And the particular tracker admins just tell me my appeal was rejected without even reading what i had to say.
Its like the fucking mafia. Its fucking easy to ban so they ban. And all bans are lifetimes. A consensus between site owners was reached behind my back instigated by a fucking reddit impersonation - probably by someone experienced who knew this would work - and now im cabal banned.
The invite-ban was fair. But getting perma-banned because of some impersonator i cant obviously prove isn't me? Thats fucking absurd, bro. All in the end to have the admins say "Oh well even if it isnt you we're sure youd be banned soon.". Absurd. Nobody can say that. I would've stayed at that neutered invite-banned state for all life and stayed low-key if not for the impersonated post.
Its absolutely fucked up that there are no failsaves for impersonation.
Not one person in your lot of admins willing to say to your cabal committee that aight yk why not talk with him? Maybe it isn't him? If we're convinced we'll just re-instate his account to its earlier state.
But nah, its just easy to ban and keep the ban active cause the first commandment is that the word is absolute. Lack of empathy and lack of fairness.
My GGn account was lost to me by my own actions. That's fair. Then I got invite-banned on other trackers by my own actions. That's fair. But getting permabanned because your cabal committee thinks a laughable impersonation is real is not by my action and its grossly unfair.
The cabal committee lacks empathy and understanding. Its sad.
And I'll tell you this - This is a loss for me. A real loss. In time youll forget me, Ill forget you, all my needs and requirements will be morphed and met in other ways. But the premise of my banned accounts is a blot on the operation of your cabal committees and its fucked up how trigger happy you lot are. And how deaf too.
I lost access to books, audiobooks, and generally safe trackers because of that post. I committed an offense on your site - GGn and i got banned from there. That's fair. But getting banned from other trackers too where I was good? Where I stayed lowkey - only downloaded and fucked off? Instigated by a reddit post? Thats fucked up.
And they tell me if I can get GGn to say "its okay guys we don't mind him on your site" that they might consider it. But nah, when I tell Phantasm that can he appeal to a senior staff he says no.
Block all the fucking ways to a solution. Fucking wrongful outcome. Its sad. Its a loss for me. But whatever, life goes on, we adapt.
Anyway I deleted the post because i didnt want anymore drama in the tracker scene from reddit users. But since you're being cheeky about it there you go have the link.
Cheers.