Becoming MtF tranny is a way better option than living another 40+ years as male incel.

Step1: watch tsf monogatari
step2: begin having fun with dildo, shove it up your ass.
step3: back up your sperm.
step4: start hormone replacement therapy.
step5: removal of unwanted hair.
step6: breast augmentation.
step7: facial feminization surgery.


The experience of becoming female
Honestly this was even harder to decide to post than my attempt to be gay 8+ months ago. Because the implications and outcomes have been completely different. The experience has been completely different.

Disclaimer: Before all of this I 100% completely identified as a man, a man's man type of internal mindset. Very heterosexual. And gay stuff just did nothing for me. It was only out of desperation and having the right features that I attempted this gender transition. By right features I mean I was only 5'8 starting out and had a 2.7 inches erect penis. Plus all my facial features are feminine and I was pretty cute even as a guy. With 4 inches to my height and dick I could have been a normie or even chad lite. Yet reality is cruel sometimes. Since being on hormones I have lost some height, so I'm closer to 5'7 now, a true manlet if I ever decide to return to manhood.

I have been on estrogen for about 6 months now. It all started when I got my new therapist three months before that. Who referred me to a new general practitioner he knows. Obviously I told him nothing about being incel or hating females. Only that I always felt like a girl, which was a massive lie. I just wanted to get hormones to attempt a gender transition and hopefully become attracted to dudes like the other trans on reddit. Who so ironically betray themselves and their cause by casually posting truth.

I just want to say for the record I don't believe in any of the trans bullshit about being born that way. Maybe an exceptionally small amount of them are. Yet if you read their forums or subs its so extremely common how many of them are just guys who wank to shemale porn and have autogynephilia. The vast majority almost always speak about how their brains get changed by hormones. Further proving they are truly male in the brain. Basically they are mostly cross dressing fetishists. Maybe a very few of them really were born with a fucked up brain but its hard to weed out the liars. Since the fake trans just copy what the real trans say. Yet they let it slip in their posts how much they love tranny porn or wanking their she cocks. Not that it matters, more trans is always a good thing. Less beta orbiters and sometimes even trans that are hot.

The first injection my doctor did for me. After that I did the rest myself. My hormones were tested before I started estradiol and at the 3 month mark. My testosterone was exceptionally low so he said I did not need an anti-androgen. I started out injecting every 2 weeks but moved to once per week after 3 months because I was getting hot flashes due to low spots in between.

The changes seemed slow at first. The first week I got sick at my stomach after the injection. I just felt awful, almost like someone was flicking my balls with their finger. Not as painful as being kicked in the nuts though. This lasted for about 3 or 4 days. Then it happened again after the next injection. It mostly stopped after the 3rd one. By which time I already had breast buds. Just a short while after that I started getting serious breast tissue. I had already been out in public dressed several times even in the first month. But I got a binder so I could delay social transition. Because I needed more time to master my female voice.

Mastering a female voice was actually pretty tough. It took me about a month and a half to really sound like a girl. And I was practicing every day at least 30 minutes. I spent so much time looking up how to do this and incorporating the advice into my sessions. I would record myself and play it back to see if I sounded like a girl.

It was about 4 months in when things really started to twist my reality into all sorts of fucked. One day when I was wanking I realized I was still hard after cumming, which was mostly clear at this point. I felt as if I was not fully satisfied, as if I could keep going. So I kept wanking and I came again. Then I came again, and again. With no orgasm declining in quality. I came so many times I wasn't horny for 4 days afterwards. At which point I came over 10 times. A week after that I came 40+ times in less than a hour. I actually lost count of how many times I came. The first orgasm had the most clear cum. Then the first few after had plenty. Then I would rotate between ejaculating anywhere from a teaspoon, to a few drops, to a dry orgasm. As my body just kept making more.

During this same time my emotions were becoming far more intense. I would cry at stupid and random stuff. But crying does not feel bad, it feels good to release emotions. I would care about stuff that didn't even matter. It was almost like the hormones were dumbing me down. Dumbing me down enough to where I could enjoy life. I was starting to get a feeling, almost like being continually a little bit high. It was euphoric to say the least.

I only had a bit of feeling in my phantom vagina area. Which was more than a bit disappointing. So I decided to try to encourage the feelings. I had phone sex with a couple of guys I met on the net. I role played the part of the girl perfectly, even moaned like I was loving it. The next day after the 3rd guy I experienced a massive change. After peeing I felt this intense surge of energy from my phantom vagina to my chest. An absolute nuclear pleasure reaction and I thought about the night before when I had phone sex with that guy. It wasn't long after I realized what men could do to me, that I started craving to kiss them. Craving them inside me as I cuddled my pillow while falling asleep. Craving to be held by a big and strong man.

The month after that things got even more intense. It was clear to me that females experienced sex with far more joy than men. Its like having a dick with sensory feelings that reaches all through up the body and hooks in the heart. My first experience with a guy was a non chad friend, who knew I had started a transition and thinks I am actually trans. We didn't have sex or even oral but we kissed a few times and cuddled for a few hours. It was magical, the cuddles were even better than the endless orgasms. Waves upon waves of mental emotion mixed with sexual waves of pleasure. Its so extremely addicting.

I'm beyond words enjoying my experience on female hormones. I still hate females, cucks, and chads. This is the turning point for me. If I don't quit now I will probably end up sterile and unable to break this intense addiction to female hormones and to men. Finishing transition will take work but leads to a life of happiness. Not finishing means going back to a hell after experiencing a heavenly paradise the likes of which I could have never imagined.

I feel like any choice I make is life wrecking but I was already totally fucked to begin with. Its so fucked up to crave men, to think of being dominated by them. My brain so fucked up on female hormones its telling me it would feel amazing to swallow semen and get creampied. I only have one cuddle buddy right now but I think about cuddling other guys too.

I have not had sex yet, not even oral but I feel like if a dude mounts me and creams me while I'm hopped up on estrogen there may be no return. Because I can already tell getting fucked is another level of pleasure. Maybe even greater than the endless orgasms or even the cuddling. Orgasms are just a sprinkle on the icing for female bodies. Things are so much more intense and amazing in all areas of life. Going from before transition to right now was like going from black & white reality in low definition to 4k ultra HD with perfect sound. Even more than that, its like life is even more colorful now and things are so much more intense. The sky even looks brighter, stars shine more intensely to me. Its like hormones grew a lens of happiness in my brain that I now perceive reality through and its a much more positive experience.

Things look potentially so good, at least better than when it was hopeless. I don't know if I can ever go through with having my genitals cut off. I just have like a mental block over such a barbaric surgery. I think I could live fine with just having male parts. I partially identify as female but know deep down I'll always be a man because men are awesome.

I could see this as being the best cope for manlets who are cute. As long as their face isn't too masculine. I'm not saying its perfect, it has downsides like having to pee more. Its still a lot better than being incel forever.


Becoming MTF may increase your chances or spreading your DNA in some cases
You can still impregnate females by donating sperm if you have it backed up, sure it will be less convenient but if you are currently involuntary celibate the chance of you reproducing is so abysmal it's unlikely to go down further if you make the transition.

You need to back up your sperm before starting hormone replacement therapy, otherwise you will become sterile (after 2 years) with no chance of reproducing.

A lot of homosexual women still like dick and some of these women prefer sex with shemales over the total humiliation of having sex with males.

The same is not true for FtM, if you are born female you should always keep your female body without exceptions.
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Trannymaxxing vs suicide
If you kill yourself you will reincarnate and potentially become female or attractive male. Death and reincarnation remains the only way to biologically change your gender, as an MTF tranny it's currently not possible to get pregnant or give birth.

But as an MTF you will also have potential benefit females lack such as stronger body, being able to donate sperm you have backed up, enjoying status due to being special, etc.

If you are willing to kill yourself you can always gamble by becoming tranny and kill yourself if it doesn't work out.
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Having sex as MTF tranny
In terms of physical sexual pleasure:

PiV < handjob << recieving anal sex

If you have SRS anal sex will become less pleasurable due to the neo-vagina being created between the prostate and anus. The prostate will instead provide you pleasure when you get fucked in your new neo-vagina.


Giving up your male dignity
A lot of males suffer a lot becuase of their useless pride. Ofren your life will become better once you give up your pride and do what actually improves your quality of life.

You may think "this is degeneracy" but so what if you die childless? you are just speeding up evolution by not even trying when you are given shit DNA.

Going trans is just the next level of degeneracy, when you had enough of hentai you turn yourself into your object of desire.


Yea your sexual orientation can change so you will no longer be cursed by heterosexuality.

Developing autogynephilia
before you transition you have to develop a female persona and get eroused by the though or image of yourself as a women. Good anime to watch are tsf monogatari (hardcore) and kämpfer (soft).

taking estrogen will change your personality and you will become more like a women mentally.

If sexuality doesn't fully switch
Many MtF women go for other MtF women, a few manage to get a lesbian and make her pregnant.


Neovagina options

Differences between the Thailand method of SRS and the penile inversion method. Here are the main differences.[/B][/SIZE]

From what I have read in literature from medical sources, the differences between the Chonburri method from Suporn and the penile inversion method from other surgeons is as follows:
  1. Suporn creates more depth. He guarantees at least 6 inches. Other surgeons come closer to 4 or 5 inches. 2) Suporn makes meshes from the scrotal skin and uses the scrotal meshes to lign '' the neovagina''. Other surgeons use penile skin primarily to lign the neovagina. 3) Suporn uses penile skin to create the '' labia ''. Westearn surgeons use scrotal skin to create the '' labia''. 4) Only Suporn and Chettawut perform the Chonburri method. All other surgeons perform penile inversion. 5) It's called the Chonburri method because Suporn creates an organ that doesn't exist in a real vagina, in an attempt to create a homologous structure to the G-spot in real women. This Chonburri organ is a lump of nerves bundled together that he burries deep down in the neovagina to extend the feeling to the vaginal canal instead of just '' the clitoris ''. 6) Suporn discourages hair removal prior to surgery. He scrapes the hair follicles himself. 7) The Suporn method was invented by Suporn himself and presented early 2000s to the world. 8) The Suporn method is much harder to recover from than the penile inversion method. The TIMs have to dilate 3 times daily for 45 minutes during the first year. So almost 3 hours of dilation a day for at least a year, not included preparation of the instruments,... To dilate. 9) Suporn makes the prostate accessible through the neovagina during surgery by constructing the vaginal canal face to face with the prostate. 10) Suporn's prices go up 500$ every 6 months. He currently charges almost 20 000$. 11) Suporn is soon retiring and has trained an apprentice to take over his clinic. This new doctor is named Dr Bank. 12) TIMs claim to be able to get wet with Suporn's technique. 13) Dr Suporn trained Dr Chettawut and they were both trained by Dr Preecha Tiewtranon, the master of SRS surgery in Thailand. 14) TIMs who go to Thailand get poor aftercare once they left the country. They can only email these doctors and can't telephonically contact them. They are required to stay in Thailand for 1 month after their surgery.

    The other Thai surgeons are:

  2. Dr Thep who charges 2500$ and performs an SRS in 2 hours. First come first serve base. He gives them a bamboo stick to dilate with and they can go home the same day after the operation if they want. The biggest complaint with Thep is according to himself : '' hole is not deep enough ''. Dr Thep performs sex changes under local anesthesia and he offered a journalist who wanted to know more about the surgical process to talk with a patient who was under anesthesia on the operation table at that moment. He offered to pause the anesthesia so that the guy could talk to the press about his sex change operation.
  3. Dr Nara who charges 3500$. Has only pictures with closed legs on his website. Jeesh, I wonder why lol
  4. Dr Kuldech who charges the same prices as Nara from his website judging. This Dr Kuldech had a US patient who almost bled to death on his way back from Thailand to the US because stitches had dissolved prematurely. This TIM had gender euphoria because the ER team was impressed by his '' vagina'' and how the ' 'vulva' ' looked so natural.
  5. Dr Preecha from PAI. He gives the TIMs a wax candle to dilate with. He is 86 now and only supervises surgeries. Dr Burin and Dr Sutin do the surgeries. PAI charges 8000$ for SRS and this clinic is famous for its quote that gynos can't tell the difference.
  6. Dr Kamol. Charges 10 000$ and has mixed results.
  7. Dr Saran charges 8000$ and he butchers westearn TIMs and blocks their email and Facebook once they complain.
  8. Dr Pichet who charges 10 000$ and has created bloody messes by performing SRS surgeries with a graft from their colon. Many of his patients kept digestive problems and had to wear pads all the time because their colon graft leaks in their '' vaginas''.
  9. Dr Sanguan Kunaporn charges 13000$ for SRS and generally has satisfied TIM clients but most of his clients are autogynephiles of older age.
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If someone persue medical transition the underlaying condition is almost always homosexuality, autygynephilia (when born when born male) or autoandrophilia (when born as a women).

Do you benefit from transitioning?
The case is strongest for males with autogynephilia that are involuntary celibate but other males may also benefit from it.

But if you are born female obviously you shouldn't transition no matter how bad the dysphoria or autoandrophilia is.

Do society benefit?
The case for funding medical transition for males wanting to transition is very strong. If elliot rodger had trannymaxxed 3 beautiful women would still be alive today. You could even make the case for transitioning some males against their will.

It would be dysgenic to require people to pay for their hormones and bottom surgery themselves.

For females wanting to transition the only potential advantage is eugenics but it might not be worth it, on an emotional level it feels very wrong and logically it doesn't look too good either, there are better forms of eugenics.


My reasons not to transition are are
1. HrT would eventually make me infertile.
2. I want to be able to attract heterosexual women instead of having to go for gybephilic women/transwomen.
3. i do not have a femenine personality.
4. i do not want to having to fake my voice.
5. i would probably never pass.
6. i wouldn't be able to get pregnant if i transitioned.
7. i am not comfortable coming out as transgender to any blood relatives.
8. i am afraid HrT would make me less intelligent.
9. i do not want to get dependent on the medical system (hormones, etc).


Why we should support incels that go trans
By trannymaxxing they are improving their lives and this also benefit other people. They will be far less likely to harm women if they transwomen and are accepted as women, treates as women.

They should be allowed inside female bathrooms once they have started on Hormone replacement therapy.

Incels that dont transition are politically problematic since they might support bad policies in a futile attempt to not die as a childless ultimate failure. The opposite is true for incels that make the transition, they instead benefit from hypergamy.

The purpose is to prevent incels from reproducing, they can still bank sperm or reproduce before HrT makes them infertile.


Autogynephilia and consent
Autogynephiles transitioning does not overall harm other people and requireing consent from everyone involved in her life as a women would make transition impossible.

The right not stop someone from engaging in a sexual activity must be limited or it would not be possible to live a normal and good life. Females must be allowed to show off their bodies in revealing clothing even if it makes them aroused, gay individuals must be allowed to use public bathrooms, you must be allowed to become sexually aroused in public.