Why? almost all by bad experiences in my live comes from men, they are your enemies.
So you stopped being an ancap after i debunked it earlier?
You are being left alone, nobody is preventing you from rotting at home 27/7, i do not think that would make you happy though.
If you do not plan to reproce i would recommend my experimental AGP-therapy, the idea is to induce autogynephilia by watching material such as sissy hypno porn.
http://trannymaxxing.vintologi.com
Most transbians have transbian girlfriends and they are happy with that, some of them might enjoy the humiliation that comes from having sex with males when you are not androphilic but it's onlh a minority that are willing to go there unless they get paid a lot.
Some heterosexual pornstars have sex with men for money too.