How i am doing so far after not transitioning

[Admin]

One of the reason why i got interested in trans issues was that i experienced gender dysphoria flareups at age 25 to 26 (i am over 30 now) that came basically from no-where.

But i determined that i was not a good candidate for transitioning since i was too much of a chad-lite and the social environment didn't favor transitioning either.

I was worried that i would experience gender dysphoria getting worse over time and i didn't really have any good way of dealing with that eventuality.

 

[Admin]

I did try a bunch of things that didn't work but eventually i began playing a game called Code Vein that allowed me to play as a beautiful female character and i also found a dress i liked.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_GHDnSKMFtA

I have of course looked at other games to play as a beautiful female and have her wear a nice dress but so far i have struggled to find anything that i really liked. Main other game i liked was allice madness returns.

I also played genchin impact but the more i played it the less i ended up liking it (as i began to understand the game better) and once i had played code-vein there wasn't really any going back.

 

[Admin]

My love for females and female clothing
Something i recently realized is that there is an incredible beauty to the peak female form. I like revealing clothing on females because i find the female form itself very beautiful.

I like female clothing that works together with the female form to create something amazing. So while i do like dresses the reason i like them is not because of the dresses themselves but how they fit into the female body.

So while i find some dresses very much beautiful i also have no interest in actually wearing one myself. I want my wife to be the one wearing the beautiful dress as she is pregnant with my forth child.

 

[Admin]

I have other priorities

I would like to build my own business and have it actually be successful.

I would like to gain real power in society (a lot more than the influence i had via transmaxxing).

And most importantly i would like to start a family. I do very much want real biological children. It has to be my actual children (i might confirm via DNA test just to be sure).

For me transitioning has no appeal if it doesn't increase my expected reproductive success. I also have no interest in being an infertile female. I do not want to be reliant on a sperm bank somewhere for fertility and having to wait months to maybe get my male fertility back

I don't know if any political project i do in the future will have the same impact as transmaxxing has but regardless i do think i have made the world a better place and hopefully my influence will echo long into the future.

I have had several people personally thank me because my work reached them and this is something that i will remember.

 

[Creamer]

you know they sell pussy strap-ons on aliexpress.
it covers your privates with a fake pussy.

seems like a safe option for you.
you can fap to sissy fantasies and get back to your normal life afterwords.

 

[Admin]

you know they sell pussy strap-ons on aliexpress.

it covers your privates with a fake pussy.

seems like a safe option for you.

I am not actually sure if that's even safe to be honest. One concern is that inducing genital dysphoria if you do it too much so if you don't need to resort to that as a cope you are probably best of avoiding it.

you can fap to sissy fantasies and get back to your normal life afterwords.

I am not into sissy stuff to be honest.

I do like playing as a female character in a nice game but then it's not going to be some sissy female. It's going to be a badass.

 

[Creamer]

I do like playing as a female character in a nice game but then it's not going to be some sissy female. It's going to be a badass.

I always choose a female character to play as.
I got the switch to play as cassia Cage in MK11, and in lets go Eevee I played as a blond girl.

 

[u716]

hey. I'm 26 in 2 months or whatever. society wise transitioning is alright. i don't really
show my face anywhere else besides work and home, where i exist on vrchat.

i plan to keep on working out and extending my gay tech skills as far as i
can get them till the ages of 30 and then i may go into education if i get
really bored or whatever. i plan to transition still but mostly its such a
strange thing. i don't go outside. i just never did. outside i just look
like a gay dude and i would actually "claim that i am gay" lmao.

honestly. i feel its gonna hit me in stages. every year from
now i am to embrace a new side of me as i slowly climb
trough the gutter of my own making in my head, lol

i just live my truth. and its mostly a truth of a
open shut-in and personally a very-gay
person that only gonna built forward
into VRchat. well... ones im done
paying for all the sessions i got
to do to depress my body hair
growth as it is, lmao.

that alone would take 2-3 years
so i got just as much in terms
of sessions and whatever
small feels i can find for
said sessions, lmao.


things may look defined now but things always shift and change and whatever.
who the fuck knows what things may turn out to be during this year or
next year or when i hit my 30s. would i be in a gay relationship?
would i be working in tech? would i more confidant? would i
get sick and go on disabilities? who the fuck knows and
who the fuck cares. i honestly could not care less.