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I found out about this place from somewhere. idk I just looked up "transmaxxing" and i ended up in this weird place. Idk what the purpose of this forum is but since this IS the "trans" section and since i AM on hrt.....
I dont think its all that unreasonable for me to post here for the time being. I dont want to be in a place like this where nobody will ever see what i type. Id rather be on /lgbt/ but since im such a rabid attention whore im permanently banned from all boards except /b/. I try to post on b daily and I call it the jamie thread. Unsurprisingly i get made fun of A LOT in that shithole of a place. Oh well, who fucking cares anyway =p i certainly dont. Is there any fourms for edgy fucked up people who take hrt? (i refuse to call myself transgender. it just feels...wrong)
lets get to the real meat of this post. what's that? the meat? I wish I could tell you but I only have vague feelings in my soul. A sense that everything isnt right. I have absolutly no idea whats wrong with me. It shouldn't be like this. I shouldn't think so much about things but I do. The best way i can explain it is that its just confusing. I dont know shit about anything. Maybe social media caused this confusion. Maybe its my extreme isolation from society. Whatever it is i just cant shake this feeling of hopelessness and concern for my future and life. Its like its all in a thick fog
I recently turned 18 and I've been on hrt for like 7 months. i don't think i know why i started hrt. maybe I just feel for the memes. Am I gay? I really fucking hope not. I just dont know what the heck happened to me. why am I suddenly like this? I didnt take the time to think about any of this shit but now its hitting me so hard. Im just attracted to fucking femboys and troons and women. So then why the everliving fuck am I now masterbaiting to more masculine porn. Why am I self inserting as the femboy? why am i jerking off to this disgusting crap? =/
lately I've been trying to become a better more productive person. i have lots of free time ever since I dropped a lot of my classes and now I only have to do a financial literacy class and an English class to graduate. Also im an incel I guess. I just resent women and im a very hateful person you could say
here's what i look like btw. hopefully this gets some engagement. just tell me if you want me to keep posting or not and ill do what you say
I dont think its all that unreasonable for me to post here for the time being. I dont want to be in a place like this where nobody will ever see what i type. Id rather be on /lgbt/ but since im such a rabid attention whore im permanently banned from all boards except /b/. I try to post on b daily and I call it the jamie thread. Unsurprisingly i get made fun of A LOT in that shithole of a place. Oh well, who fucking cares anyway =p i certainly dont. Is there any fourms for edgy fucked up people who take hrt? (i refuse to call myself transgender. it just feels...wrong)
lets get to the real meat of this post. what's that? the meat? I wish I could tell you but I only have vague feelings in my soul. A sense that everything isnt right. I have absolutly no idea whats wrong with me. It shouldn't be like this. I shouldn't think so much about things but I do. The best way i can explain it is that its just confusing. I dont know shit about anything. Maybe social media caused this confusion. Maybe its my extreme isolation from society. Whatever it is i just cant shake this feeling of hopelessness and concern for my future and life. Its like its all in a thick fog
I recently turned 18 and I've been on hrt for like 7 months. i don't think i know why i started hrt. maybe I just feel for the memes. Am I gay? I really fucking hope not. I just dont know what the heck happened to me. why am I suddenly like this? I didnt take the time to think about any of this shit but now its hitting me so hard. Im just attracted to fucking femboys and troons and women. So then why the everliving fuck am I now masterbaiting to more masculine porn. Why am I self inserting as the femboy? why am i jerking off to this disgusting crap? =/
lately I've been trying to become a better more productive person. i have lots of free time ever since I dropped a lot of my classes and now I only have to do a financial literacy class and an English class to graduate. Also im an incel I guess. I just resent women and im a very hateful person you could say
here's what i look like btw. hopefully this gets some engagement. just tell me if you want me to keep posting or not and ill do what you say