Remembering 2012 and my Youth.

Tradpedo

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I Remember 2012 as a year I Acknowledged the Number of the year 2012. Like no other Year I Just Remember back then putting a bit of Salience to that Number 2012.
Also 2012 Was the Year when my Sister turned 12 around that time she started ignoring me witch Made me forced into Solitary.
Only Humans I really seen Frequently as a Kid were my Parents and Grandparents. My Sister I Have not seen so much Cause she stayed in her room all Day every day.
I was Not Psycho as a Kid as I am now So I was Very scared of my father cause when Ever I made a minor mistake he would yell at me and that Jolted my system and made me cry for a while.

I Kind of Wonder if 2012 Was Also the Year my Grandparents moved out of their Mansion.


In 2011 When I got my 3DS I remember playing it quite a bit with my sister but a year down the line She quit playing the game with me.

I Remember Playing Minecraft PE Alpha Version in Around 2013 and I was burning my Sisters House down with Lava. I was Laughing. I was not one bit a conformist as a kid. I Knew From a Young Age Math is not Useful at a Young age and also I Knew I will Only Learn to read if I Needed to know it. So I Learned to Read when I started playing Minecraft online in 2014.


I also Remember Flashing my dick to my mom when I was around 11-12 Years old.
She Would not Explain Biological Functions to me And I Searched up on my Tablet, "Naked woman"
I was Taken on and off meds Since I was 6 from that point and isolated so I was Probably a Bit Crazy Cause when I Found out what sex was I thought everyone were Two Faced. I Just was Weirded out by the Fact that These Innocent Looking Families are Made that way.
I Was Never Taught Humans are Animals that Larp as Inteligent. So the Contrast was Weird for me. And Also When Movies had Breasts or skin show my father blocked my face and had me go to my room witch gave me further confusion cause I thought it was weird how These Humans Liked Having sex but they Treated sex as a Taboo.
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I Realize By Looking back on Young me that 18 year old me is Simply a Evolved Version of Younger me.
Both Like Going Outside.
Both Wanted to Rule a Nation or Movement.
Both Like Video games and Mobile games.
Both are Loners.
But One is Mentally Evolved and another is not.
Younger me is much Dumber then older me But Younger me has Not Started learning about every aspect of society until Ages 16.
I Think I would be Good friends with Younger me.
 

Aspistasia

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i grew up rather isolated and neglected, hell I can't remember if I learned about porn somewhere
around 2012 or was it even earlier then that, not sure what I wanna make of this but overall it
simply does not matter anymore, things change and I change too, I must admit I
looked for loops and hoops for a while just to see my crash and finally
confirm to whatever norms I find as necessary to confirm to.

hell if anything 2022 is somewhat of the year for me, lol.
moving out of my parants basement and holding a full
time job is a total step up from where I've been
3 years ago and even now I as a person
simply wish to berry my old identity
and build a whole new one that
rather define me as an actual
woman and not a man.
 

Aspistasia

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Compared to The average autistic person I am a Alien I Dont have a social brain what so ever from living on the internet and isolated for the past 12 years.
So Doing Applications is Kind of Hellish for me.
it's something one eventually get used too, especially when you do it again and again.
eventually as long as you do anything even if you end up looking like a complete
foreigner or even alien.. hell just tell people where you are coming from
I doubt many will have the guts to kick you farther down.
 

Tradpedo

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it's something one eventually get used too, especially when you do it again and again.
eventually as long as you do anything even if you end up looking like a complete
foreigner or even alien.. hell just tell people where you are coming from
I doubt many will have the guts to kick you farther down.
I am a Proud Weirdo Radical Traditionalist.
 
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