Your ineptitude is as much of a calling as anything

[Leucosticte]

Almost as much as what you're called to be, is what you're called to NOT be.

Let's say you're tempted to sell your soul to the corporate devil so you can make some bucks to support some hot chick you want to be with, who will then pump out 1.5 kids, so you can live the typical normie life. But you turn out to be incompetent at that corporate job, and so that chick dumps you and accuses you of rape. Guess what, that just made room for you to pursue your true calling, whatever it might be. Once you get done sorting out your rape case, and putting that chick in your rear-view mirror, you can move on to your life's work.

Your calling ends up being whatever's left after everything else is ruled out. It's like how the stars shine when the sun is gone. If you happen to be unusually incompetent in the areas you trained for, that were more "practical" than other pursuits, congratulations. You've been chosen for an unusual path, maybe a groundbreaking path. Now all you need is competency in an unusual area, that won't pay the bills of your household but will "pay the bills" of society; it'll eliminate the technical debt, so to speak, that society has accumulated.

 

[adolf512]

I ended up working on vintologi partly due to the fact that it became clear to me i wouldn't be able to contribute to maths/physics, i do have some ideas for physics but people are already looking into thesethings

Generally people are unwilling to go into controversial aubjects such as autogynephilia, rape, autoandophilia, genocide, etc.

The trans women who run https://surveyanon.worspress.com thinks she has autism and no she really isn't that smart

Unsurprisingly she doesn't want to look into if being a failed man makes you more likely to medically transition, being a chaser (attracted specifically to trans girls) probably also contribute.